hmm duno y.. suddenly memories jus came flashing back.. saw wenting online and i msg her "wt i miss u" haha think she got a shock and ask mi if im alright. lol... jus miss her out of the blue. Maybe v long nv tok ot her le then tot of my sec sch life. din realli like my sec sch life.. haa.. kno tt alot of ppl dislike mi. ALOT. and i simply don understand y. mood was greatly affected when soonchye mention bout smt... haiz then he sae i v fierce to him. aiya i curious to kno wad she sae ma so cfm wil fierce abit la~ sry sry.. haha.. ppl always tell mi how much they miss their sec sch life but hmm i don feel it tt way at all. SERIOUSLY. i don understand y ppl's action and the words they speak repel. They can smile and say hello but deep down u kno they stil dislike u.

jus feelin kinda sad now. duno y. like wad chiam said.. wad's done cannot be undone liao so we jus have to live with it. perhaps i jus care too much bout other's perception liaoz thats y i will make myself unhappi. forget it. i should lookin forward to a happier dae. and i more thing b4 i end it here...