Tuesday, May 03, 2005
A big sorry to her. i don mean to hurt u in anyway. Seriously. It has nv ever occurred to me that i'll say such things. But all i can sae is, those were words of anger nt aim at u. U are the innocent partly and i kno that there are absolutely nth goin on btw ur. All i need is jus some attention. i dunno whether there'll be some cracks in our frendship which i hope nt because all these shouldnt have happen but i believe it will still be there. But i hope our friendship is NT affected at all. i kno we are talkin bout friendship which includes trust and the ability to fend for ur frend instead of hurtin her but i seriously don mean it. I don like to share the same bunch of frends with him. U are my frend. u can sae im selfish but this is jus my own perception. I don like my frends to be seen as his. And given my character, im a person who'll shoot anything off her mouth even before it reaches her brain. I am nt a faker who will claim to be ur good frend if i don like u. people who kno me should kno my character as well. Any1 who is in ur shoes will choose to believe that it is jus a human nature sign of self defendin but im glad u choose to do wad a true frend would do.
Im apologising because i've hurt u in an unintentionally way. And i don wan our friendship to be affected in anyway. Esp over guys.