Sunday, March 06, 2005
well, todae start off the dae by goin to suntec for the career fair with dora, qian, siti and jay.. erm.. suddenly realise that there are tons and tons of ah sum bu lin university ard such as murdoch uni, stansfield etc etc. all unheard of. Let mi touch on Murdoch ba. i can complete the degree with 2 majors in a yr. isn't that fast? but nt too sure whether that is a recognise uni anot so i've decided to stick woth UOL (university of London). haiz..
todae i duno wad the hell la. totally a bad dae 4 me. Orchard is packed with thousands and millions of ppl. wtf. wad is so good about Orchard? Why is everyone there? Is there gold for em to pick? i hate to go town on Saturdays and wth, boo sae meet there when i suggested Suntec and end up being squeezed by everyone and i hate the feelin. i am nt a toy. i don need so many people to brush thru me accidentally.
i became very attitude when i saw boo and weeseng cos of the damn irritating crowd. ok nvm.. i've simmer down when boo suggested that we go catch a movie but who knos when we are at Cine, well, left with onli lousy shows and that doesn't mean i don wanna watch it. i wanna watch movie. be it wadever movie. As long as its a movie, i wanna waTch! who knos it might turn out to be jus as good as those popular ones? and yes, he rejected that idea. wth.. i was so damn pissed cos everytime he suggested a movie, i'll jus go along with. Even if its a show that doesnt interest mi at all but why cant he jus simply do the same? he was the 1 who suggested watchin movie and now, make mi walk to Cine and change his mind. is that fun? fought with him over the show and it totally dampened my mood for the show and i simply walked off leaving him and weeseng there. i stil think it isnt my fault. had a quarrel with him outside subway, cine. i wanted him to go PS and get movie tickets. and i don care wad show it is. as long as there is a movie for mi to watch.
Yes.. he walked there alone. but aft a while, i walk to PS too cos Ws said i was too mean and i felt it that way too so i walked over to PS. Geat! no show was available and the earliest show was 9.20pm. A unpopular show. jus couldnt understand y he dont wanna watch at Cineleisure. Y mus i realli flare up b4 he agree on watch the show? why is it also the same? cant there be exception?? and i simply hate it because it is always when i got fed up then he'll agree... is giving in to me so tough? its nt like as if he has to gif in to me 24/7.
Felt so empty todae..
can u imagine a bf who spends less than 15 mins on average on the phone with u everydae?
can u imagine a bf whom u see less than 9 hrs a week?
can u imagine a bf havin to disagree with wadever shows u suggested?
so wad if he apologise on everything? Do u think it realli helps? the feelin of rejection first then apologisin second is terrible and i TOTALLY CONDEMN this kind of feeling.haiz. wad a lousy day.